I chose to spend more time alone and with myself for many reasons, but mainly to learn to be comfortable with myself, understand and tackle my low mood and anxiety, strengthen a sense of self-love and learn how to ignore my mind and focus on the present-moment and the ‘what-is-really-happening-here’. I am seriously failing to achieve the latter. I’m driving myself crazy thinking. It’s like I’ve been hit with a massive dose of nostalgia and all I can think about is the past and my anxieties for the future. It’s tearing me apart.